Every time you are around him, you get the same vibe from him that makes you want to make your life better. I used to always complain about the smallest things and just sit there and moan about why this or why that, but here is this individual who is fighting for his life, and he's just so full of life. He was so happy and just so glad to be around friends. So then it hit me ...if Justin of all people isn't moaning or sitting around complaining, why should I?
Justin touched me by getting me to ask myself what do I have to complain about? Nothing! I am not dealing with any of the obstacles he dealt with, and he faced all of them with nothing but a smile on his face. And everyday I spent time with him he became more than a friend to me. He became my family. Before he passed the conversations we had just hit my spirit and it got me thinking about my life. He made me want to be a better person. I will surely miss my dear brother very much. It clearly won't be the same without him. I truly believe he was an angel on earth.
Justin, I miss you bro! I miss you a lot. Just save me a seat next to you and just guide my life because you have helped so much and I am upset it took this long for me to notice it, but you have definitely changed my life. Meeting you was a blessing and I'm glad to have been a part of your life, your family's life. My heart just hurts. But I know you are in a better place and we will meet again someday. R.I.P Fam!
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